Ang Sakit Ng Kamay Ko

Well, half-day kami sa practice kanina so, duh, free yun buong araw.

Nagplano silang pumunta kila Bibbo. (Actually, kahapon pa plinano yun.)

Naglaro ulit kaming lahat ng Tekken. Sayang at wala si Lara. Oh well, andun naman yun kaluluwa niya. Dahil kulang kami ng isang player, kunwari ako si Lara. Ahahaha. So ayun nga.

Well, ang most amazing na nangyari naman nun ay nung umalis na karamihan ng mga tao(sila Gem, Mayen, Ecar at Cerin), naging dominant ako sa pagkapanalo sa Tekken. Hahaha! Kahit hindi ako naglalaro nun and all, sabi lang naman ni Daniel ay it’s all about timing pero ang totoo, pinaglalaruan ko lang yun mga directional buttons. Nyahaha. SIyempre, nag-iisip rin ako ng gagawin. Haha. After 75 Battles, na natatalo rin naman ako(unting pa-humble..), ako pa rin ang nanalo sa huli (natalo ko si Daniel at Bibbo, MWAHAHAHA!!), gamit ang walang kamatayang si Christie. Haha. Madayang character siya. Well, marunong siyang mag-capoeira at kahit wala siyang magic and all, well, magaling pa rin talaga ako. Nyahaha!!

Yun lang.=) 

Birthday ni Nicole!

Gusto ko lang batiin ulit ng "Happy Birthday" si Nicole, ang SK Tanod, este, Chairman ng, ano barangay niyo??, yun parang sa aso, ay, santo?? ahh., San Isidro Labrador..=) 

Thanks sa pagkain kanina… at sa Magic Sing! Nyahaha. Sana maulit muli. Ang sarap rin nung carbonara. Salamat rin sa Red Wine. Nyahaha. Oops.

HOY!!! SA MGA CONCERNED DIYAN: YUN CAKE KO INAASAHAN KO RIN. Peste ah. Naka-ilang ambag na ako para sa cake ng mga tao diyan, tapos, ako, wala raw cake. Ahaha. As if naman wala. Nyahahaha. Alam ko na style niyo no.=)

Huhu. Di ako makalagay ng picture natin dito, kasi, alam niyo naman, wala akong photo niyo dito. Haha.=) Nakakatamad mag-scan2. Mag-e-e-ffort pa ako.

Teka, bago ko tapusin to: YUN CAKE KO!!

As if naman mababasa niyo to. Haha! Di niyo nga alam ‘tong blog ko eh. Pero kahit na. YUN CAKE KO pa rin.

Yun lang.

Ay, Anniversary rin pala ng kalungkutan ko ngayon. Happy Anniversary sa akin. Thanks for making my life miserable hanggang ngayon.=/ Di ko makakalimutan ang panahon na ganito last year. Ugh. Oo, hanggang ngayon nalulungkot pa rin ako sa ginawa niyo sa akin. Tingnan niyo section ko ngayon. Ni wala akong maipagmalaki. Kinahihiya ko sila. Ahaha.=) Oo. Bangag lang ako… or am I?

Anyway, See you~!=D

P.S.

Cake ako ng cake e hindi naman cake ang Sansrival ng Red Ribbon. *ehem* *ehem* 

Silent Chasm

I received a GM(group message) this morning and I think that emo GM she sent was in my head all day.

          I woke up at the wrong side of the bed today. Suddenly, everything seemed different. Everything changed. It’s one of those days where you realized you wished you never woken up. 

The thing that I realized is that everything can change in an instant. We never knew anything. The next thing we know, we might be dead, we might be poor or–maybe we might be living a totally new life. And when we undergo these changes, when we experience these moments, we don’t want to accept it–embrace it. As the last line says, " It’s one of those days where you realized you wished you never woken up. ", we don’t want to change. 

But as for me, changes is the reason for existence.

From changes, there is growth. Mental, Physical, Spiritual–every aspect of human life. Embracing changes means we learn from our mistakes, we gain more wisdom, we change our outlook in life. When we grow, we become better people. They can do more, they can live more. From the experiences they had, they can be released from their problems.

Some people think that when they do have big problems especially those changes that make their lives more miserable, their only solution is; alcohol, drugs or even suicide. God has given us this wonderful life to live. He does not give problems for us to be burdened. He makes us stronger, He makes us the person what we must be. For those people that was mentioned, when we do these things, we are running away from what is really important. We are running away from the truth, scared. People are not cowards. They are not born this way. Running will not solve anything. I believe that it is better to face them. By facing them, you will be stronger.

Changes are permanent. And sometimes we can be surprised because of these. But one thing must remain. Acceptance. Acceptance in the point of doing what is needed to be done. Face them. Don’t run.

See you~!=)

P.S.

I’m still hoping for the cake! March 25! *cough* *cough*. Aaminin ko, umaasa ako.=)

Minutes to Marching, Seconds to Landing

This would be my first blog post here at i.ph. Although I haven’t announced it yet, there is a good chance that I might move here. There is only one reason why I will/am move/moving here. And that reason can be pretty shallow. And I know someone knows it. Yes, it is because of the message board. Well, I thought of another reason. Instead of writing http://blogride.wordpress.com, the reader will now only put http://jesmonmon.i.ph. Besides, I became more personal now and I never did any bloghopping anymore. Isn’t that awesome! It would also be pretty unique because of the "ph" thing that ends the name of this site. I can’t think of anymore reasons. Nyahahaha.

In other news,

As I have told so many people already, I am about to graduate. Although I am not sure how many awards I will get (because Ms. Quitee, my adviser, doesn’t want to tell me! Ugh. Surprise daw.) I am sure I will get something. About our graduation practices. hmm, it is really boring. I usually wait for the breaks. That is the part that I like most. And you know what? We have 10 days more of practicing. And one of those practices will land on my Birthday! *Ehem* which is really cool because for the first time ever,  we are in school for our practices. I am hoping to see a Mango Cake bought at Red Ribbon on that day. *Ehem*.  We are going to have our Graduation Ball on March 28(which is also my sister’s b-day) at New World Renasafjakaskjnw (haha!) Hotel. Our barkada is planning to check-in at the hotel and also stay there for the night. I dunno we will push through or not but hopefully, we will.

After graduation, what?

Well, I will go get my card at the 3rd of April and after getting it, I will go to UST to pass the requirements. To tell you honestly, I am not ready to graduate. I am thinking that I have missed a lot and it really bothers me. I really hate to go. I don’t want to see everyone cry. I hate it. I really do.

Next stop, the world.

Last night,  I read this wonderful book, Tuesdays with Morrie. It really touched me and inspired me to do greater things in life. I am planning to be a doctor (BS Pharmacy would be my pre-med course). Here are some of the things I hopefully will do;

1.) Stay in the Philippines. Although "mawawalan na ng tao ang Pilipinas" by the time I will work, I will never leave the Philippines. Yes, I know. It sounds really corny but that is what I want.

2.) Won’t buy a large house and lot. I swear. I will never even use that. What? Buy a house and lot for a lot of housemaids? Besides, that is what the foolish wants.

3.) For my "first pay", treat my relatives to a five-star restaurant. I really don’t know if I can afford this for my first pay. And doctors are not paid monthly. Doctors earn money.

4.) Everything I will do will not be for myself. Serving people will be my living. Money will be the last on the list.

5.) God will always be first. I will never forget Him unlike other successful people nowadays that think that money is their god.

6.) Won’t be materialistic as possible. Yes, I admit I am a techie. I hope I can control buying stuff when I grow up. But a Chevrolet sounds nice, don’t you think? 

 I hope I can remember all of these things when I grow up. I want to be a person that everyone needs and not everyone wants. I don’t want my society to dictate what is "better" from what is really better.

Although at first, I wanted to be a writer. But everything is settled now. I know what I want. I know what I want to be.

Someone interviewed me weeks ago and here is one question I answered.

Q: What is your biggest goal in life?

A: my biggest goal in life? hmm.. 50 years from now, when i look back at my past, [I will see that] i became a part of many people, gave them inspiration and help them have reasons to survive.

This is pretty long, isn’t it?

Well, that is about that for now. See you!=)